In a 1999 mm2002, I, as a newspaper reporter in the newspaper had a rough dangerous anti-corruption activist for four years. During this special day, except for the study of various legal texts, supporting my spiritual strength, mainly from two books: one million words of the volumes Huang Huang of the Joint Press, 1991 edition). The former taught me how to stop stubbornly remain politically offensive, which taught me how to keep calm and self-defense and psychological adjustment. For Mao Zedong Thought, especially in the military thinking of learning, I will be in the out before, now and then a brief description about: In 1999 I publicly criticized the newspaper because the principal leaders of the problems and mistakes at work, and is suspected of an anonymous informer. So first off is unreasonable, then they withheld wages and deprivation of the democratic rights. When I became a whistleblower when true, then the unit was in charge of the support of the principal leaders of the newspaper without fear of further retaliation charge, until the full implementation of the dismissal of trumped-up charges to public office. great humiliation and I almost unfair psychological impasse. But there is a sense of justice inside and outside the newspapers with the help of comrades, I am trying very hard to get rid of the error with a simple thought, began to report in the personnel arbitration and anti-corruption fight on two fronts. Although the facts clearly , justified, but because of our department at the level (provincial level) and official circles, illegal sentence. In this regard, I wrote a letter reporting the highest levels of leadership mm until the central government. Just when I almost lost faith in Mao Zedong's military thinking of the offensive principles, so I see the dawn of hardship and hope The plight of people in Frank's mind for comfort, but also anger and depression that I felt the support and warmth. then I insist the struggle, and after several twists and turns (including overcoming the economic pressure and pain and suffering), the newspaper until 2002, leading change, the original charge to step down, I went back to work and resumed the newspaper office. Later that year the newspaper has dismissed the decision revoked.
reviewing this history of drifting away, except those who rushed to help me forget the friends and relatives outside the more forget the experience of Auschwitz, Mao and Frank has given me great doctors spiritual power. Write down this process is not only a remembrance of their experience and perhaps some practical significance of other friends. ( Happily, life gave me this opportunity.)
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data, Dr. Frank is not only a legendary figure, but also a noble of his own wisdom and strength are all dedicated to the liberation of the human spirit. He's a variety of experiences in their own (especially the special experience of Auschwitz) to demonstrate the value of life and life to face setbacks, including death, including the tremendous courage and strength. He thinking and practice of his life, all human beings in the spirit of the liberation of their own to improve themselves and clean their own role model. Victor. Frank (1905.03.26-1997.09.02), an Austrian philosopher, psychologist, psychiatric scientists, Vienna significance of treatment and the founder of existentialism. He is known as existential analysis, following Freud's psychoanalysis, Adler's individual psychology psychological treatment after the third school of Vienna.
Frank was born in Vienna, a poor Jewish family. He ranks second in the home, has a brother and a sister under. on the high school after being attracted by Freud's theory, and he also read the writings of Adler. Medical University of Vienna in 1923 into 1925, met the long-standing admirer of Freud .1928 to 1929, Frank in Vienna and six other cities organized free of charge for minors Counseling Center .1930 years He received his MD from the University of Vienna Medical School and was promoted to assistant .1933, he took over a women's psychiatric treatment for the suicide ward. to 1937, Frankel is their own business, engaged in the treatment of neurological and psychiatric disorders.
A year later, Germany invaded Austria. his sister emigrated to Australia, and he and his family are actively applying for financing to the U.S. visa .1939 he received a U.S. passport and visa, but in order to care for elderly parents, the final decision and his fiancee stay in Vienna .1942 Tilly years together, Frank and the fiancee were married. In the same year in September, he and his family including his new wife along with the Nazis arrested and held the northern part of Bohemia in the Czech Republic's Theresienstadt Nazi concentration camp. His father died soon after because of hunger, he and his wife .1944 was also sent to Auschwitz, Poland, and soon sent his mother to this point and died of the gas chambers. Then he went to Germany Kauf Forest camp, Tukehaimu camp. His brother is also killed by the Nazis in 1944, while his wife is dreaming of dying before the surrender of Nazi Germany in Bergen - Baier Sen camp .1945 him on April 27 rescued by the U.S. Army.
After the war, he returned to Vienna, only to find his family have died in Nazi concentration camps, only he and his sister survived. Then he continued to teach at the University of Vienna Medical School, and his assistant during the Queen Noor. Pasture Winter fall in love and married in 1947, also served as professor of neurology at Vienna General Hospital, to .1948 in 1971, he received his PhD from the University of Vienna the same year appointed Associate Professor of Neurology and Psychiatry, 1950, the Austrian founder of psychology Therapy Association and served as President, then was promoted to professor at the University of Vienna Medical School until 1990 In 1992, his friends and family as he set up Victor. Frank Research Institute. His philosophy of life that he was healthy and happy after the half-life. age 67, received a pilot license, 80 years old can still climb the Alps, and to promote the significance of speech therapy all over the world. He won 29 universities around the world an honorary doctorate, University of speech in 209, published 32 This book has been translated into 32 languages, and its Recalling the spirit of the suffering of concentration camp, but also his , was concerned only with the millions of prisoners of war struggling to survive as a map of the hard suffering and inner experience. is their inherent stories, described by a survivor. In looking for the meaning of life and certainly the same time, Frank also people face to face with the induction have a responsibility to find a meaning to life. Frank here for us and pointed out the crux of the problem, but also found a solution.
Frank in their doctrine, and bring life into three states: He first said: , and cited as an achievement. confinement scenario, select their attitude towards life. This is the essence of the doctrine of Frank, his beginning to take shape, concentration camp experience even more validation of his mind. The newspaper went so far as to dismiss me on the rumors, finally got the last confirmed. to see the piece filled with lies and false charges of I wrote a tremendous column of protest and resentment in the end the struggle after the determination to leave the newspaper. then I was surrounded by great pain and humiliation again. the mind is filled with , and the final road of despair nor not for the rapid timetable. drowsily to sleep and woke up soon after, a watch was 4:00, so it smashed the glass to the balcony to the party secretary wrote in blood hh and then make the case to my heart raging and persecution, even to the idea of my people die!
But the idea of a state to met an old friend Wu who strongly condemned. He said you think so, taking into account your family yet? taken into account to help your friends? Do you have confidence, that idea is absolutely can not do under the worst! be reprimanded, I began to sober down in, but the pain followed by awl-like headlong into the heart. Wu Fan, not only in that, and doing it. The next day gave me a tour of the school found a temporary job, but also at the political and religious teacher. Schools are in the eve of the test, along with everyone rushing, went so far as his thoughts confusion, anxiety and pain were transferred and slowed down. Soon I began to look calm and considered the fact that I'm facing a mm
I was laid off a grievance? Of course! why I dismissed it? newspaper is responsible for Human retaliation! Why persecute yourself? deterrent! how to deal with them? humiliating to accept the reality mm No way! and they should never mm die hard! latter may just be some hope! is no way to go out? also can not be said. So the next step of the way in the end what is it? So I started to calm down and consider their own situation objectively and search solutions.
hh but also the thought of his own cursory reading of previous off That chilling Auschwitz concentration camp. he smiling calm even said to me, brother, if you understand all this why you will not be painful. Then he also quotes the Dutch philosopher Spinoza Spinoza's famous quote to enlighten me: we as long as the painful emotions, molded into a clear image, no longer will be painful (but then I also famous words quoted in my letter to the Municipal Standing Committee in). and he's behind a teams of prisoners under guard lay snapped and pushed the snow into the marginal hh indiscriminate and his words made my heart light up, quickly calmed down, and even felt a superior reality I had been illegally dismissed mm, but I there is freedom of it. but also warm and comfortable with school work. Moreover, dismissal is not finalized things yet. snow He then looked at my eyes told me that the pain experienced but also enhance the sense of personality. beyond the self, it will be spiritual growth. He said, suffering and death as fate, is a part of life can not be denied. Without suffering and death human life can not be complete. hh dangerous situation, he was induced to provide mental value opportunities; you can grasp this opportunity, you can give up; but your choice is to decide whether you deserve or not deserve your suffering. Finally, he shook my hand and said, in the world, people everywhere face the challenge of destiny, facing the pain of achievement by the opportunity to. hh Suddenly, in front of the snow is gone, I saw in Europe and the United States to a bright, spacious auditorium on Frank, his looking so rosy, grace is so handsome hh
should be said that the temporary work environment and experience of the teachings of Frank that I stood our ground. I started in his spare time, calmly pondering my situation and prospects. after the decision: the first First, by law, dismissed the decision into effect in the unit, take the personnel arbitration procedures for arbitration from the beginning, to fight the new battle to win this battle. Second, the implementation of revenge on the people responsible for the problem continue to report. but also changed the form of a single administrative reports, including the media, including the implementation of later, I head to the newspaper's problems began a national major media, and such as I clearly see shrapnel and smoke in their own back on its feet in the posture.
situation is moving quickly. not only understand the problem in Personnel whole story (which is full of a sense of justice during the leadership of the newspaper and reporters courage is my witness, played a key role) I made after the early retirement of the mediation program; and the Procuratorate also began to be an informer for the Li of the original reporters at the NPC session also directly ask my question, and has been leading instructions. Then came the unit in charge of the newspaper to be sent a work team to survey the main charge in the news hh but I have not completely happy together time, they began to told me that hh only after nearly a month, becomes a beautiful spring wait, I almost toppled another bolt from the blue.
It was an evening in June 2000, from the Science and Technology Museum, where the Wu who came I have been in charge units I thought the source was wrong. will be heard there, is accurate. I also not willing to say one thing, is not referring to resign? Wu Fan said it was not dismissed, is fired! when I really feel the ship suddenly sank to the bottom, two ears to listen to almost but not a sound, then there is a persistent violent and twisted heart pain. because love something to go to Beijing, the whole night I was the only one night at home, degree of pain, the pain of a loss in the four years of grievances has coming. and slightly awake, my ears and sounded when the first petition, a young lesbian Personnel answered my question, said, do not let fired units, length of service as a result, retirees to have nothing! on what are no!! have nothing!!! facing the newspaper recession, compared to the other comrades of the newspaper, I might better accept the fact that bankruptcy newspaper. That, at least I have a painting skills are. But to be expelled then is another matter, no one even wants your picture. and this in itself is a great insult! I actually even made Super Na million net profit, even if an error should help? do have to die? black and white reversed on to the point where it? really do not know how to spend it later in life, how to explain it to friends and relatives or even the next generation? hh. This is my last year on Oct. 25 after a second sleepless nights. an almost desperate feeling that I still can not sleep, dinner is a few mouthfuls of bread. then there is really no sleep, I used a knife to repair copying Manet photograph of to have implemented the heart. Then I quietly opened the have ample opportunity to deepen the meaning of his life, making life have patience, noble and selfless character. And then he quoted a passage gave me a deeper revelation mm worst yet to come, in fact, has already said that! to the exclusion of new risks and concerns, I see the situation in a stalemate and the brewing of the transformation possible. three or four months later, in the legal profession on the advice of friends, I found a way to break the deadlock, and soon forced to delay the arbitration for nearly a year Personnel (Personnel statutory three months) to make a decision of the arbitration.
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up to four years before and after a long struggle against anti-corruption activist, I am most often When confusion is this the end of the day? how long it takes to return to my work of journalists? exciting is that I also people, when talking about the experience of each, are unanimous in claiming the most depressed trouble lies in the kind of inhuman will not know when to learn. hh camp life, can be described as a temporary living r. l We can further put it to a non-specific meaning of l as a temporary living r. goal. For example, unemployed workers have a similar situation. has been in the planning of their own lives, to have emerged when the state went to pieces. Although the report took their defense a lot of time, but not all, of the idle down and taken into account when doing their own that to the total do not feel emotion and confidence, even when severe boredom and decadent mood. This sentiment is not only a serious erosion of their own mental health, but also affects the confidence of the whole problem solving. So I continue to read Frank. in his a collective spirit of the treatment of prisoners of speech, I suddenly found I was almost depressed for the purposes. These losses actually zero. anyone alive, reason to hope. health, family, happiness, professional skills, luck, social status, etc., all this is to settle down, make a comeback. I thought, as long as the issue is resolved, all have or can recover, regroup not a dream. The current state of mind is important to grasp their own. He continued to encourage me: . In the past both been through. can become an asset to Japan. Nietzsche said, unbeatable to me, even more will make me stronger. prisoners on hunger strike, as in dark, unventilated hut listening to the voice of Dr Franco, when he saw the face of the Qing Qu though, but full of energy. He looked at his eyes against the many, said: only about one twentieth of their survival opportunities. Nevertheless, I still do not intend to give up, do not want to lose hope. After all, even the next hour no one knows what will change, and not to mention the future? eyes rose slowly found confidence and enthusiasm. also think the final will still be destroyed terrible ending, and then continue to listen. Frank then filled with heroism, said: never give up hope, even if the conviction is currently struggling in vain, also without affecting the meaning and dignity, which is worth to keep courage, struggle in the end. , Qinzhuoyanlei thanks to him. I'm in the crowd, but also felt more confident.
After that, I am nothing to do, I began to organize data, make writing incomplete logs, with yet to clear the memory of the experience to write down this process. In the writing process, not only have no place to hide boredom boring drive, but also enhanced the confidence of victory. often part of the information sorted out, there will be a sense of accomplishment rises in the heart. And this time of preparation, that I was writing The secluded park embankment to seek your own spiritual peace. thought I had to run around for many years hard work, but also glad that now run into such a rare opportunity, so long as there is time, I take the bus to the north-west in the city The Riverside Park. The park is not great, but usually have a rare quiet. when many people just blossoming fruit trees which for two months. So I fall to winter, from spring to summer, keep looking here own section, different physicians, in the flowers studded hills and blue mountains under the wire cross. I Youde dreams, thoughts drifting towards the north and northeast, home to search for memory. large role, and later always wanted to write an article in memory of to commemorate it. poem says: A Sentimental Journey rare half a day / morning quiet paradise. / sunny shortness first pan-green, / glacier melt water before the bridge. / Chunzhi Fit by expanse, / sparrows chirp channeling blue sky. / as Tu regret gutting the new red / dark Zhu spot as last year.
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the threat of death by horse to the owner fled to Tehran. Later, the owner saw the death and asked him why he threatened servant, did not think Death replied, I did not threaten him, just wonder how he is still here, I booked in This evening he met in Tehran and miles! this story somewhat right are Thrillers: doomed.
Frank is talking about their choices and many times is selected, the lucky survive, the only talking about ; Tehran death destiny even in the last few hours, or play with the rest of us prisoners. we find that how people choose not reliable, especially in the major events of life and death. meaning? fighters at the heart of the wise and still see the fatalistic views. In fact to say, this is definitely the true embodiment of human activity and fate, after all, rely on certain days and finish the work, the so-called day count to the limit, 人们 to overcome difficulties and create a colorful miracles come. to my own experience is concerned, has indeed done his best, but if not then Zhuguan department is mainly responsible for the tone of people, and I later everything is still unthinkable, even if it can solve, nor is it the time and extent. As for why people transferred? that those of us who can not decide. Perhaps this is my lucky. Frank consider themselves lucky he said with emotion is to: is not.
Frank also tells us that if the choice is not only reliable, life experience shows that people do have a choice. there are too many examples (many of the characteristics of a hero) is sufficient to prove, hh people have the ability to retain its spirit of freedom and independence of mind. sense view: As both the lack of creativity, not a life of leisure has its purpose: it gives one the opportunity to enhance their personality and sentiment, and the confinement force in much of the scenarios to choose their attitude towards life. really meaningful, the pain should have its own significance. suffering and death, as, is a part of life can not be denied. As a latecomer, but also from this a tragedy. that is a little known composer and lyricist of the warden (good treatment of prisoners held some management responsibilities), in a dream, heard about the specific date the war ended, he always believed, and hope that the days of waiting for the arrival of mm1945 on March 30. However, as time close to the front of the situation has not worsened as stated dream. to March 29, the warden suddenly anxiety sick, the body a high fever. The next day mm that is, his end of the war in a dream, the pain ended the days of his coma, loss of consciousness .3 31, he died. From all external indications He died of typhus. The grim story to tell people: Do not rely on the absolute conviction. It should be said that this man dreams of February 1945, France has been very clear signs of collapse, the problem is that they finished March 30 is not necessarily. wardens tragedy lies in the excessive stubbornness and absolute hope. It is most regrettable, he again insisted a few months at most, the dream will come true (Frank is a doctor after one month liberated). I am waiting for the situation when the last change, also encountered a special place of anxiety. time to 2002, the struggle has entered its fourth year. but because of the illegal court decisions and with the strong bullying the weak television, so I on the confidence of final victory is not increased, but diminished. an approximate fatigue of despair toward Wu Ying-like bursts of hit me. New Year's morning, the days I wake up in pain several times in his sleep, then derided the corrupt elements who persecute me and bureaucratic. lover repeatedly failed to comfort me to calm down. Fortunately, the near Procuratorate to the phone, request additional materials, I resumed normal. Later, I heard from the unit in charge of school working group to the newspaper in late March is coming, but after the whole has not come in April. so I find I have already in charge of the dialogue, but did not solve the problem. May not moving, but I take to provide a new report for the contents of my anonymous call. to June, the newspaper was again responsible for the name of reform, the majority of staff transferred to the newspaper crisis, causing the joint to his report. Youxiang's Procuratorate at the same time we started on his new round of reports. Then I realized: ), the most in four months (10.1 before). Later, the fact is not only to achieve this transition period, and the problem is resolved. After suffering more than four years long, I finally saw the goddess of fortune. ; (br> The good news is Frank eternal spiritual strength and continuity.
2004 and one in the spring of my friends in the chat, feel the hardship in her life, she is a middle-aged laid-off Shanghai women. I have followed her speak English, like reading or even know that the painter Van Gogh's expertise, a self that practical recommendations (remember that Shanghai has a But my advice is not only not solve her depression, but also cause her to commit suicide several times the idea that the main reason lies in her mm and a life-long disabled children. with the reality situation, she felt that her life is unfair . She's Messenger I was shocked: in any case have to convince her to change her decision, after much persuasion, I mentioned to her, thanks, but still not in the mood to look for books. In this regard, I have only the relevant paragraphs of the book Yi Zizi's play out, sent her in the past. I am also in the mail, she said, as your efforts for children Meaning I will not say, I think you have to create a cause of positive, even if copied from the type of small shops began to be (we everywhere). I believe that your talent will dry up, but dry Good is also bound to have a difficult process. actor Wang Ji had a disabled son, suffering Needless to say, can she live a very strong. should be seen as an example.
touched so many people I am sure the spirit of Frank medicine
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