Wednesday, April 13, 2011

You do not know how much I love you Ⅲ

 Swiss cooking for the first child to eat.
doing business dinner, the dishes are salty salty, light the light, it is difficult entrance. However, under the sub-Swiss hold two bowls.
He said: The first time a woman cooked for me!
He said he and the leaves, when Mongolia was born to engaged. He kept telling her father leaves to the right of Finance has been forced to do things his father. Until he grew up, to take over the family business began improved. Seemingly, they Ding fame, are in fact controlled by leaves home. Now the acquisition of the love, and he is getting rid of leaves Mongolia's father. No turning back until the divorce, the two could have been the small leaves of a complete break. Ding Jiasheng really lost a lot of meaning only.
He said: Ye Meng and divorce, in fact, none of your business.
He put his hand touch her cheek, looked at her, watching her Yankuangshirun. He could not help but put her head on his chest, he did not want her to see his tears. He said: To believe I believe I can handle everything.
son Rui, she choked, and said: Let us happily spent every minute, okay?
him chuckle. She turned to clean up the dishes, to wash the dishes.
He hugged her tightly from behind.
She said: my next life, I have to know you sooner.
He laughed and said: this life, I will give you happiness.
ah! She nodded.
finished, the two people in the balcony, side of a glass of wine. Moonlight is just right. Under the moonlight, her vivid colors and moving, is the airbrushing. He looked at her back, quietly said: Xiao Shi, you do not know how much I love you.
She Hui Touchao him laugh, she said: Son Rui, we get married?
he suddenly silent.
she is still laughing, then said: Well, first gave me a ring, asked me to marry you?
him laugh, so cute her. However, his side did not ring. Yes, he do not mind how so. Long to buy the ring ah. He put the glass down and kissed her forehead, and then said: I'll buy!
she took his hand tightly, let go.
to leave for a while. He said that good.
She nodded. He deeply Wen Zhu
her lips, then hurry to leave.


10 points, sub-Swiss Rose also bought rings, open the door into the house.
only two glasses on the balcony.
He dialed her phone has been shut down.
him downstairs to the car, bar, lake, company, downtown, parks, train stations, airports, streets, alleys ... ... so he did not believe her from the disappeared. He can not believe that, because she is so in love with him. She do not mean to marry him? He did not want her to choose for themselves homeless.
she, too lonely.
the whole night, this city, full of his figure, but you can never trace her.
Finally, he parked the car in the lake.
wind was so strong, cold he wanted to cry.
Xiao Shi, and I will find you! He said.

next day, he tired to come to the company.
his mother have been waiting in the office, said: I gave her 100 million.
she would not like this woman! He said.
Also, I call the private detective at the end of her investigation. The old lady took out a stack of information.
him, the moment of dizziness.
Are you not the slightest guilt for it? Your son hurt her heart, you have to kill her parents, can make up for her 100 million really unfortunate for decades it? You do not feel too cruel? He whispered rap.
son Rui, I want to tell you is: you do not hurt her heart. She is simply not close to you because of you, but because 10 years ago that a misty-made car accident. What do you think you are? You're just a tool for her revenge.
sub-Swiss shaking his head, then sighed: Mom, you know you make me feel so ashamed.
old lady pulled out MP3, put a recording of Xiao Tang poetry.
arrangements for your wife for your sin. I is not your life escaped the catastrophe. but, I'm tired of living like the separation of body and soul. I want to be you. I want to live your life. Thank you taught me that. a good man will be rewarded! No way! Swiss watch sub-old woman, tried to deny.
old lady eyes wet, clinging to his son's head and said: Mom know you're sad. However, true. Come back, misty still at home waiting for you.
Mom, do you think of me and leaves Mongolia also possible? You can not leaf
Mongolia, then your child? The old lady stood up excitedly.
his silence.


to send his mother back to the C city, then see the leaves Mongolia.
married before she sat in his room, to see sub-Swiss, the chin slightly raised, and then said: I know you will come back to me.
He laughed and said: You know I'm unsympathetic. You know I will not go back. Even without the Xiao Tang poetry, but also even if you have a child. To my parents, I have endured 20 years of your family. Do you still want me for a child, then put your family for 30 years, 40 years? Is it only death is my greatest escape it? The child is not what I want, I do not want him to become a tool for his mother, like his father. I understand that to tell you: I will not be with you, even go bankrupt, even nothing. At least I have my freedom and my dignity.
Dingzi Rui! Ye Meng shouted: You ungrateful it!
him, or laugh, said: I want to live for myself.
he finished, it will go.


fact, he did not know right or wrong to do so in the end. Abandoned children, parents, family business, reputation, status, for a woman, and the choice is always wandering. Is right or wrong? But, now he just want to be myself, just want to give yourself the greatest freedom.
he drove, and then start a city-country transit and a city street. He will search notices posted everywhere to find the woman he loves, to find the greatest happiness of his life. He carries a TV drama a little ring. It was her last request, the last of his commitment. He must be honored.
old lady called and asked him to go home. She will go to send private detective. He refused, saying: I love, I want that on your own back.
later, the company of poor management, coupled with the exclusion leaves home. The company soon folded, source of income cut off. He sold his car, bought a motorcycle, started couriers. Do couriers, daily contact with different people, or very easy to met her. At the same time, he began to write a blog on the Internet, record search and wait for the day. He would like to someday, she will see.
One day, he suddenly received a strange number, Qian Xu is actually intended. Him straight to the point, the general manager asked him to go to the company. He refused. Xu Qian
Italian said: If one day, then met with her, you want him to see you come down it?
He said: Why me?
I help myself. Can you help me make more money. Xu Qian Italian said.
He laughed. Xu Qian
Italian said: I can find her.
Dingzi Rui wrote: Well, you do not want to see her do?
I have the courage to give her happiness, but you can. I hope she is really happy. Xu Qian Italian said.
Thus, Ding Zirui office, on condition that we must find the Xiao Tang poetry.


May 14 next year.
day drizzle. Ding Zirui was found that mountain, there are really tall solitary graves. However, he did not met her.
Xu Qian said that she intended this day would come every year to worship the graves. Son Ye Meng Rui know that one day killed a couple. But today he did not see people. Tomb covered with hay, and he picked up the knife began to cut. Thus, even if she came in, it will be convenient to go to the table. Think of it, he did it more hard.
sub-Swiss? It was called, was Xiao Tang poetry.
He got up, really see this woman missed him terribly. Only she was obese, and give birth expectant look. There is also a Hanshi man around to help her umbrella.
Xiao Shi? He straightened up, suddenly do not know what to say, no expression, she looked blank.
rain soaked his hair, he touched my face, then smiled and said: find your own happiness?
She nodded, and then let the men around to go the distance. She asked: Ye Meng, and also faster had it?
he said: ah. Xiao Shi
vertical eye smile, and said: not to come. You do not need this sin.
He took her hand came up, and suddenly away, said: I just wanted to see.
can I say? With her husband she had children. I can give it all for a woman, but I can not ask other people like me. As long as she thinks that she's happy, like. Love her, has always been to her happiness. If I have done, so that she could not happy. That is not contrary to the original intention of love? Xiao Shi
see his absence, then deviates from the topic, said: I return home with your mother's 100 million primary school built by hope. I was taught in school, living a very comfortable there is calm.
his trembling: happy as long as you like. Told me he to you? The baby was born, and can recognize godfather I do it? Your school for funding it? You get used to life? Not very good medical facilities here. Production, and go to large hospitals. Know? I come here every year Ching Ming grave it? I hope to alleviate the guilt that my heart, and you should not be too sad. Death by the order, you have to properly care for themselves. Mom and Dad so that you will ... ...
him incoherent, and even looked down. He was afraid she saw his eyes flushing. He met her to become overwhelmed and become jittery.
she suddenly cried, and said: you know Hello repetitious.
he saw her cry, but I do not know what to do. He has no right to kiss her tears dry.
he Minzui, Q: Do you love him?
She nodded.
He smiled innocently and said: That's good. So ... ... you ever loved me?
her, looked at him, burst into tears. She looked at him, only said to myself: you do not know what I said was you Dingzi Rui. I had to betray their own way, just hope you come back leaves Mongolian side. Just go back to him, you had it all. I do not want your business down and out, do not you deserted. Xu Qian, as originally intended to leave the hard-hearted. But you never forget that Qian Xu Italy! I forgot you in my 22 years old, was just as deeply in love with me.
He looked at her good distressed and tried to gently hugs her. He knows he should not ask this question, let her hurt you again. He said in her ear: I know the answer.
She smiled at him as in the past, and then the grave thanks to the parents of three worship. Then she said: I'm gone, but I will come again.
him go, she did not stay. Because she knew she could not retain him. Since he belongs to another woman. That's good, at least look forward to each year.


third year on May 14.
Gu Fen Xiao Tang poetry came early, before the grave quietly squatted burning paper offerings, and looked very calm and safe. She never Ding Zirui to see her full of hope.
until dusk, or have not got anyone else.
Xiao Shi. Is a gentle voice, but sadly not Dingzi Rui, but Xu Qian meaning.
you? Xiao Shi surprised.
me. Sub-Swiss can not. He has something, do not come in time. Xu Qian Italian said.
she embarrassed smile, said: does not matter friends. Just a trip you've worked hard. Xu Qian
Italy took out a palette from the pocket of his trousers, said: This is he wanted me to bring it to you. He said he owes you.
she opened a ring -
She took a deep breathe, box lid, and said: I no longer needed. Xu Qian Italy
hold her hand tightly and said: you have to accept it. Xiao Shi, the world no more than he loves you people. Take it, as is your best outcome.
She looked up at the vast sky. Greenfield sound bursts, and she seemed to hear my cry. This is the best outcome, is the most perfect ending? Oh, between me and him, will never end. Tang Huairui because our son, and I will blend the blood sub-Swiss, to be handed down from generation to generation. But, son Ray, you know our son, how like you. He laughed, but also faint smile. His lips, is a thin, red. Sweden ... ...
her son down, shed a tear in the wind gradually ages. She said: Please do not come after him, as well as you.
And she resolutely away. Xu Qian
Italian at her back, and said: He may never have come not ... ...
she does not know all the children came to Sweden abandon her. He did not know when he left the Ye family, who leaves home to be beaten black and blue. She did not know he was a few days and nights in order to find her to not sleep. She did not know he was cold at night, like a beggar squatting under the bridge and was dressed in old newspapers to make sweet dreams. She did not know to know her whereabouts, he put down the proud to Qian Xu preferred company to do a little assistant. She did not know she could to live in peace, he lied to her removed his mask leaves the child was still alive ... ... she did not know too much.
but today she did not know her son Ray, in the morning was crushed leaves kept under the wheels. He put the ring tightly in my hand, with a final effort into the hands of Italian Qian Xu.
in the end she did not know how much he loved her, how to strive for happiness; like in the end he did not know how much she loved him, how to extend their love of the crystal.
However, even Xu Qian did not quite understand Italian, Swiss finally want to say child: I will survive. Xiao Shi, I must let you know how much I love you. Willing to die for you, you are willing to live.

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